Thanks for your reply, @Rimor. I’m happy to share information that will add context to my decision here, publicly, for others who might be feeling the way you are.
I want to share with you some info about the revenue of Ackerly Green. Ackerly Green Publishing being me.
We now have nearly 8,000 subscribers. Of that, there are 40 AG+ members at $7-8 a month, which ends up being around $300 a month. Just enough to keep the forum and site running. And I’m insanely grateful for that.
This year we made Flora & Fauna free to help get people involved and invested in the world and then charged $3.99 for Cosmos & Time.
To date, we’ve sold fewer than 100 copies of Cosmos & Time in either e-book or paperback. That’s an estimated profit of less than $150 over the past two years.
The Day of Change merchandise launch on Monday garnered 11 purchases as of tonight when I post this. That’s an end profit for Ackerly Green (me) of around $40 because I purposely keep my profit margin low so that our merch is affordable.
To run Ackerly Green, which involves the office rental, Catherine’s pay, the app, shipping, software, and advertising to bring new people on board is upwards of $6,000 a month to maintain a company, community, and creation I never planned for, but completely believe in. $6,000 that my husband and I pay out of pocket from our own personal money. We have sacrificed just about everything to keep the company afloat in the hopes that we will find the sweet spot that will make it stand out in a very crowded market, and ultimately a successful business.
I didn’t mention all this before because I’m not trying to garner sympathy. I just want to make good things for a group of people I genuinely care about, and make a living doing it so that I don’t have to quit and do something else to support my family.
At the end of the day I am one indie writer with the trappings of a company, trying to make something special happen.
I truly don’t believe that 40 AG+ subscribers has fragmented the community. And my priority with this new experience was to ensure that nothing changed here at the forum. You can ask anyone who was already aware of it. I talk about that aspect constantly.
I understand that some can’t afford it. Or aren’t willing to pay because they can get a million other pieces of entertainment for free.
But my job at the end of the day is not just to host a free community for awesome people. This is my (hopeful) livelihood, not a hobby. And if I’m being frank, after three years, I hope I’ve earned the trust to try this, and also make a living for myself and my family.